Death is all around. It lingers in the trees and lays in the grass.
This depression is sickening. I feel nausea as I look at the moon
surrounded by darkness.
The same feeling hangs over me as I see the brown, bug filled bark
on the trees; the intensified buzzing of the bees, the beating of
the butterflies wings.
The people walk in ghostly silence with their mouths open. They
say nothing. Lips move and worthless words crackle out and break
in the sunlight.
The dogs are howling and the birds are screeching. I imagine they
are content but today, they cannot communicate.
My body is apart from my brain. My thoughts are trying to break
through but my head is too far from my shoulders.
Lovers are full of doubt, friends are full of hate, hope is full of
suspicion, happiness is full of shadows.